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Friday, December 18, 2009@3:42:00 AM




Good luck for those who's taking your N level results.
And fvck it, school days are around the corner.
SHITTY FUCKITY DUNKING HELLA!
*points middle finga*




@3:15:00 AM







Dear all,
Have you ever think how much happiness you can share with so many people yet
unknowingly you're sucha sad person inside ? I realize i am living in a shell where
i just have to hide my feelings inside. Ugh, i hate it. My blog keeps telling you people
bout feelings. Correct? Cause i keep repeating it. I don't know, i somehow will realize
things slowly & when i realizes something about the past, I know i can do it better
in the future. Maybe my happiness is sealed with the people around me, they see it
all. Why are there even ungrateful people who don't appreciate things others do for
them. Why are they blinded by good things ? Because the answer is god made us
imperfectly ? Well, it's up to you how you wanna bring yourself up. Characteristic shows
it all. You somehow need to let your ego off.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009@3:10:00 AM


Fifteenth December marks the day that i finally got to meet Irin again. It's been awhile since we last hang out, excluding the one we went town to watch New Moon. Well, it was more to two of us only. We bussed down to Harbourfront, thought that we should give Siti a "surprise" dropby at her workplace since the place we were heading to were somewhere near there. Dropped by Spinelli, then had lunch later. Irin was craving for Nasi Ayam Penyek and i had Lemon Chicken Rice. It's been ages since i ate that, so why not.

The Lemon Ala Chicken Rice.

The Viva-lavicious Penyek Chicken Rice.

So yeah after Chicken Riced, we walked down to the interchange & it was dissapointing that there was no bus operating towards the destination we wanted to go on that day itself. So had to do map-ping a little and came by two pretty nice guys asking if we were lost {"you lost?" while i heard EUNOS} So we were just asking around and didn't expect that there were free rides. After all, they were nice people. Thanked them and bid goodbyes & so our journey begins from there on. We were kinda lost as it was our first time there, but the place was not as interesting as it looked. Had some phototaken there and shoo, we went back to Vivo City. We were lost, wanted to call 911 for help but to think back, we wouldn't wanna be that ridiculous just like Paris Hilton and Nicole Richie in Simple Life. Haha, enough said. We were drenched by the time we reached VivoCity cause it was raining meows & woofs. Bussed back to Bukit Panjang as we were kinda hungry again after the whole day out on the rainy days. Had dinner and off to Irin's place as she wanted to get her stuffs as she's gonna stay overnight at my place later that night. Well, that's where i discovered that Facebook does have some interesting quizzes, don't they? It's about your birthday trees & i kinda find it quite true bout me & so does Irin too. She felt it was kinda real that she told me bout it. Soon it was minutes to midnights, we cabbed to Yishun..

WE LOVE CANDIDS.

...& here i am at home, Irin's asleep now. Heee :D I'm the only one awake. Crazy? Nah.
Well, I recently realized that i lose weight. Especially on hips and thighs, I'm sad :( I don't wanna look like anorexics mayne, dammit. And I've been trying out to eat alot after 12am. Nobody's gonna stop me from eating now ! I'd thought holidays would make me grow fatter, but in fact it's the other way round. Sad sad issue, but nevermind. Will work on that ! (^_^)v
Good Mornight people. I'm gonna get tucked in now ; where some people are just gonna
be getting ready for work. GET ON YOUR FEETS UP! I'm in my blankeys now :-*


With lots of love,


Monday, December 14, 2009@2:30:00 AM



Well, I just miss having fun with my girls. Like out of a sudden in this middle of the night. Been wondering if they are doing alright. I just felt a need to blog, so don't mind. Maybe I'm just too bored. But hey, I miss my babes. Shheeesh! Might be meeting up Irin this Tuesday. It's alright babe, it's just gonna be us two {sounds like a lesbian, but NOT} though they are gonna be cancelling. Heee :D And pssst, here are some of the candids (: It's just a way to release my stress. Heee! I wanna hang out mooore before school reopens cause i'm so gonna be busy after then :(

And it begins here.. Maybe i shall let go of everything. Should i? There's things that i should start and end with. It's just like a composition, where you start, you'll always end with a fullstop. That's how i should end my story, perhaps ? You know, i believe strongly that ego will lose one day. To be frank, i ever did burst into tears on my bad days. It's a way to release that feeling of missing someone. Maybe i've been piling it up for too long, and it's time that i burst my tears silently. Urrgh, it is like an emotional thing, but trust me. I felt better after that. Actually, i just shared this with a friend of mine & he is a guy{when a guy burst into tears, it doesn't means that they are all pussy, it's the right thing to do. They have emotions & espressions, idioooots}. Well, he believes in doing this too, just tearing up for someone wouldn't kill. Trust me.






Saturday, December 12, 2009@8:06:00 PM



CRAZY SATURDAY.
I'm at home, feeling crazy. Bored to death, rotting in front of the lappy
Can't help it, but msn helped me relieve my head banging brains. Chatted with
some crazy people, never knew they could be so wild & krazy. Okay, lemme tell you
something. I've been too busy with work till I realise i got no time for my girlfriends
and i feel so bad for them. GIRLDRIENDS, I'M SO SORRY :(
I'm supposed to be cutting down my working days as
school days are drawing near but goddammit, just not fated to quit. Sadly, i've been
dying slowly on the inside. Can't believe its been 7 Months since i last had somebody
to share my everything. Been depending alot on myself. Sometimes when i walk
alone in the night, i wish there was "you" beside me.. Giving me the warm embrace
through the infinite cold, sigh. But it felt kinda good when reminiscing the old times.
You know, staying single may help you from being hurt. That's the good part, but
sometimes being alone feels too lonely yet hurtful too. AGREEABLE ? Can't deny lately,
there has been some "confessions" going on, but nothing made me interested. In fact,
i didn't felt like my ownself. I don't like dating now, i prefer to be just myself and
some girlfriends or just friends. I prefer to have fun now. Well, told ya.
I'm just not myself , i don't know why. Somehow, somebody or something
changed me and my thoughts. it's just not the time for me to settle down with love.
I'm down with so many terms. I just can't get my head out of it. Why is it
so hard to love, maybe i forgotten how to. I don't want to love the wrong person
again, after so much effort has been wasted. I see how much people can get hurt
verbally or even with just words. Why are problems such a pain in the ass..
why does it even existed ? Well, enough bout this. Maybe i bragged a little too much.
Till then , the life story will go on..